Missing in action.

• Ended my first paper on Tuesday and boy, I've zero confidence in passing well. I'm literally praying for me to atleast clear that module. It wasn't that tough but.. Idk. I felt like I didn't memorize enough to answer my best.

• Celebrated Dad's 55th and it was a simple affair with the family. I've yet to get him his gift and most probably will do so when I'm done with my second paper which is next Monday. Will head to somewhere after Arab Street or Beach Road to this particular fishing shop to get his stuffs  $$$$. Thank god I'm sharing it with mom. If not.. Sorry dad, too expensive. BEYOND MY BUDGET LIAO! Hahaha.

• Lotsa revision and memorizing and then work is another thing. Sometimes I wished I'm filthy rich that I don't have to do either. Just chill and enjoy life. Eat, travel, go trekking, bungy jump from every other place, sky dive, snorkel, deep water dive, eat even more, have the luxury of time to be away from social media and do what I love most, read. But.. Fat hope.

One of those day where the visit that I helped with went well.

 Gotta love humble and easy going professors from Swiss who are in SG for a few days. They make me love my job more.

 The dress I wore was from Lexi Lyla and I foresee myself wearing it pretty often.
Perfect material (it stretches and hugs your body perfectly. Yes, the tummy bulge can be seen quite too. Hehe.), I love the neutral colors for the dress and it's simple-decent-elegant (to me) for work. I even got a few compliments on what I wore that day.

Nothing to hate, just love.

Nike She Runs 5km.

I was glad that my first run was with them girls (especially Atiqah and Imah as they are my travel buddies now hehe). I never thought I was able to complete 5km without having something bad happen to me but I did. Perseverance is key and right after the run, which was last Saturday 11th, my right heel hurts and I've not ran since then. HAHA. 

Been eating like a piggy the past week and I've been feeling extremely guilty. Tons of unhealthy and not to forget, fattening food! Just check out my cheeks now man. Uurgh it'll forever be the death of me. Ps: Check out what I was holding on to after the run? Yes hotdog bun! And that's after I'm done with a can of 100Plus and a banana you know? The evening did not end just there..

Sambal Stingray x Fried Baby Squids x Sambal Kangkung x Cereal Prawns x Sweet and Sour Chicken x Seafood Tom Yum x
tons of Longan Drink and Sugarcane with Lemon!

I definitely was living life to the fullest eh? :P

Bright like a diamond, true to gold.

Never was a fan of Tiff's but this looks pretty neat.

Don't you think so? Yeah I'm obviously in a "dreamy" mode. Okay chop back to my notes! First paper tomorrow afternoon.

Cake Spade at Orchid Hotel.

I've known Zenn since I was 15 and I wouldn't say that we are extremely close but atleast we used to. She's one of my close circle of girlfriends and this is the circle with Sylvia Smallie, Letitia Lettuce, Zenn and I. 

Hahaha yeah we have create such nicknames for them two! ;)

It's always either me or her that is the Class Chair Person and the other will be the assistant. It went on for a good 2 years (secondary 3 and 4) and I swear that was one of the best days in STC! We all know that she loved baking and had dreams about opening her own cake shop. Oh my.. 5 to 6 years down the road, she did it! She had an online cake shop before this but to have an outlet? It's simply a big achievement for this lady right here and I, couldn't me more happy for her! 

Each and every slice of her cake are baked to perfection and I'm 100% sure you'll come back for more! 

Just like the rest would and have done so. ♡♡♡

Naturally flavoured water is ♡.

I am super loving the article that I just read and I can't wait to go to my nearest supermarket to get myself some fresh berries, lemons and mint leaves (okay I just need to probably pluck a few leaves from the area in front of my desk hahaha). I shared this on my instagram and I thought I'd blogged about it as well. :P

 

For this, quarter of lime or lemon + raspberries (or any fruit of your choice) and throw them into your jar. Press and twist to release the juices but don't pulverize the fruit. Instead of filling the jar with ice and water, I'm gonna add in green tea with a little bit of all natural honey for added boost! Do note that mint leaves are another best ingredient for your drink too. Of course, plain/filtered water will do just fine. Honestly, I'm not a fan of ice cold drinks and normal-temperature-water-kinda-thing do well for me. Unless of course, it's an extremely scorching day. 

Substitute your sweet drinks and sodas for this please! Just look at how pretty they all are.
If you don't want to drink then I guess there's something wrong with you. Hahaha.

 

Till then! xx

Evening with Lumiere Photography (Part2).

After much fussing about what to wear and what theme to follow, Zaimah suggested and called it "Be Yourself Day" and there couldn't be a better theme to follow. I must add that the photos turned our really nice but.. A tad too vibrant for my liking. Haha.

As promised, here are some that I picked out from the whole lot. There were about 100+ shots taken and 30-50 are editted for us. Alrighty, I'll let the picture do the talking..

Super tempted to put down captions of what really happened but then it might spoil the whole look of this post and photos. Hahahaha. It wasn't as easy as I thought it would be because at the end of the day, my jaw hurts from smiling too much. HAHA.
 

 I know I've said this a thousand times, but here it is again, this are the bunch of girls I'll hold on for life. 

Another round of photoshoot in 5 years?

One truth for the night. One who wear her heart on her sleeve. One love for goodnight.

 

Allow me to apologize in advance if what I'm about to share seems too cheesy and "haven't you learn you lesson".

The past few days I've been sleeping later than usual but it's not because I've been burning the midnight oil nor caught up with work. I.. Let my mind wander to the things that I shouldn't be thinking or bothering about. I've pushed it away, I mean.. I tried but it'll come back. Honestly, my feelings for D had never really left. It's just.. Weird? I really really don't know why I've got such scary hopes on him and to be with him still. It's like so passe. Haha.

I knowww that things will never work out due to race, religion and commitment level. But at the same time, I can't stand the fact that we never really gave us a chance. Then again, if we ever did, it might never work out? Yeah a whole stack of negativity in there.

As much as this may seem bad of me, my care and concern for the ex has dimished off earth the minute I found out I was being played out. Sure it may be unfair to look at one "wrong" move he made. But that broke my heart like crazy (very I must say) that I'm numb and couldn't care less anymore. Besides, the man got a ring around his finger. With that, I've totally rest my case.

Anyway, do note that D is not my ex-boyfriend. He's just someone really-extremely-very dear to me but now, we're nothing more than friends and no less of a stranger. I don't want to be think, hope, pray nor wish that I still stand a chance.

Sometimes, I wished I was strong enough to let go of everything that belongs to him or was once ours.

Till then I'll continue to building up this facade and let me remind you, it's been 8 years.