Today may be January 31st.

"The right guy will come along some day. You just got to tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don't settle. You deserve so much more."

Melancholy.

I didn’t know it’s going to be this tough, I really don’t.

Submission of my first core module is due in exactly 9 days. I’ve yet to really start on it and it’s scaring me. Sure you may say that procrastination is at its best and  without a doubt I know that it’ll bring me nowhere if I were to continue doing so. Haiz I just feel so tired when the clock strikes 6 and worse at 8 (the time when I usually am done with my bathe and dinner).

And as I typed all this out, I’m feeling all lemau aka weak and breathless. This whole feeling just sucks and I hope it’ll go away soon. I should perhaps listen to mom and eat some kind of vitamins. But I hate doing so. I feel like normal meals which I don’t skip at all, is sufficient enough. Okay, I hardly have any breakfast but my lunch and dinner is always carbo and fibre loaded which I think it's good enough. Keyword: think.

I hope this stupid feeling will go away once my period comes. Ps; I am always emo-ing a week before THE week happens. Sucks to be me.

Dream.

I hope I've enough to make it true one day.

Hit X if you don't like whiny people.

I can't stand how I always miss the 0745 buses. I can either take 947, which goes straight to the interchange or take 187/985 and alight at the busstop opposite before climbing the overhead bridge (that's prolly th eonly exercise I've done for the past 1 month +). Therefore a total of 3 buses all gone and I have to wait for another 10 mins for the next set to come along. ZZZ.

 Trains are a bitch and it's a norm to miss one before you're able to get on another. It also doesn't help when some choose to not freaking shower in the morning. Oh please cut that bull about "I showered last night and slept in an aircon room = I don't perspire and am not dirty". F U k. Never bathe in the morning means never bathe. Disgusting assholes.

And the minute when I reach Kent Ridge, situation worsen. Especially when the semester break ends which automatically means more students and that results in crowded 'A' bus (internal campus shuttle bus)! At times, I couldn't fit into 2 buses and therefore, late for work. Damn right I'm pissed for taking close to an hour fifteen instead of 45mins max just to get from home (bbatok) to work (university hall).

It just doesn't end there.. I do all that every Monday to Friday, twice a day. FML.

Shoot me.

Since I have the time and time is very much precious, here's a few more things for you guys to read/see!

It was pure luck that I got the free ticket and what's crazy was that I didn't know or rather, didn't care for the fact that they are only issuing 1 ticket each. I would have gone alone and have one more to strike off the bucket list (to watch a movie alone) but, I had great company with me. That's one of my colleague at L5 and she's really cool to be with. Like an elder sister to me! :)

As usual, when you're with me.. I'll be so tak tau malu and get you to help me click a few #ootd shots. Hahaha. And let me inform you that I look nothing like that It's just the whole photo edits that made it slightly pleasing to the eyes. 1) I barely had any make-up. 2) I just anyhow pair up my 4 year old dress and GUESS hoodie. Bless my soul that some people thing I look good. :P

Ps: That's the morning before I went back home and got ready for Ungu Band!

I think I look damn chio here la. HAHAHA. All thanks to concealer, proper make-up and must have lipstick! Oh yaaaa, not forgetting photo edits again! Hahaha.

I've been researching for the bag that's good for both school and work.. Then this came while I was browsing through Reebonz.com! You have no idea how fast my heart was pumping before I clicked on 'Confirm Order' and I was ranting to Ai Ai about it. Before I knew it and less than 15 mins, purchase was made! 

 I have ZERO regrets on it. ZERO. I'm madly in love, head over heels +++ with the colour, texture and the overall look of it. This, was my biggest splurge of the year (and it's only the start of the year. Hahaha) we'll see what happens in December.

 My angry bird cranky boy came last night and he always bo-layan me. But guess what? I don't care! Hahaha I will still chase him around the house, carry him till he stare at me + giving me the weird look aka frowning hahaha and at times, I do make him cry when I suffocate him with kisses! HAHA. 

He's too cute la and I cannot tahan but to do all those. Sorry people. 

I cannot wait to give my body a good scrub and spam the delicious body butter! It smells so good I'm very sure I'm lickable. HAHA. Aside from that, I hope the Airbrush FX Face Primer would do my face some justice. I've got stupid huge pores and I need some saving.

Ungu, Terbaik Untukmu.

Yeah sure as hell that it's been a while since I last updated but I've really lost all drive to continue to do so. But nonetheless, I can't afford to allow the blog to be stale. And ps; I have quite alot of things that I'd like to rant out but shall do it on a separate post because for now, it's to show my love for the latest concert I went to. 

First and foremost, I'm a lil pissed for being too honest because then I wasn't able to get good shots of my favourite artist. I really shouldn't have surrendered G12 and have it locked in one of the lockers at Esplanade. To come to think of it, it was such a serious waste and the only thing that can comfort me is the memories that I had and will have for the rest of my life, unless I have dementia or something.

Met Nurul first and later Zaimah (poor girl was too rushing straight from work).

 What girls do best. Time check: 11pm++ Place: Fullerton Hotel.

Fullerton's one the few hotels I've yet to stay in. Hopefully when I do, I'll bring mom along! She's been wanting to go there for the longest period of time. Oh well, kalau ade rezeki, we will! :)

 Ended the night with a small treat for the girls! Nothing can go wrong with supper at Lau Pa Sat. Especially the usual orders like Seafood Tom Yum, Beef and Chicken Satay, Fried Baby Squid, Grilled Prawns and Sambal Stingray!

I hope me and family would be able to find the time to dine out together instead of the usual home cooked food aka mom's cooking. Not that it's bad, in fact mom's cooking is da best in the world! But it'll be a nice treat for all and atleast I can strike off one from my to-do-with-bonus-list! xx

Before I end this post,

All of you need to know that I'm madly in love with Pasha because

1. He's extremely good looking-cute on stage.
2. Hell yeah funny and was able to work the audience in singing together with him.
3. He wasn't "selfish" and got the rest of his team members to sing a few songs. And by the end of the show, all of them sang atleast, 1 song!

Ps: I kept going  "Omg he's so cute" through out the 2 hour show and I don't care if my girlfriends complained (though they didn't!) and I honestly, thank god they didn't. Hahahaha.

One at 5pm.

If you've been living under the rocks (haha), I've started my part-time degree in UniSIM and the course that I'm taking is Facilities and Events Management. Ps; I really hope people would stop asking me what I'm majoring in because I feel like as if I've talked about this 1001 time and I'm sick/tired of it. :(

Taking 3 modules for the first semester because I'm afraid to overload myself, especially when work can be abit too much at times. In fact, with the upcoming NUS Open Day and University Awards, I've been clocking in extra hours and as much as I'll be earning a lil more, it's definitely taking a toll on my small brain and pathetic body. I do wish I get a lil skinnier or something. Heheh.

It's been close to a month since I last ran and I feel extra flabby. My arms are getting chunkier and so are my thighs. Oh wells, I maybe I'm just being plain paranoid right now. Ps; Stupid menses is otw pretty soon. And how I'd know? Craving for standard things such as bubble teas, sushi platter, peanut rice balls. Soon, my back is going to hurt and then... Tadah! Bloody hell blood I hate you so much!

Swedish House Mafia One Last Tour.

ONE HELL OF A NIGHT.

That's Atiqah's colleague and it didn't take long before we got acquainted really fast. I guess when you're out to party and have fun, anything is possible. Sarah's from New Zealand but have been staying in Singapore for the past 9 years. Extremely cool chick and super multi racial. She's studying in Singapore Sports School and she has more malay friends than Atiqah ever had in her whole life! Hahaha.

  

Of course before the party started, we had our tummy filled with KFC goodness!

No offense, but we almost fell asleep when DJ Aldrin was spinning. I kinda pity him though. Everyone's anticipating for SHM and therefore, can't be bothered much with him. 

 I'm feeling extra stupid and sad because I barely capture anyyyyy thing on stage because 1) I was standing right behind tall and buffed up guys. 2) When you stand right infront, yes, we were right behind the poles/bars. You can't exactly see much. If you get what I mean la. 3) I'm short. Period.

But one thing I'll NEVER forget was how awesome the whole set was. The lazer lights, fireworks, graphics and ALL that happened, was just.. Pure awesome. Sorry if I'm lacking out of vocab here. Haha.

Gotta love this shot and thanks to who? Me! Muahaha. Love my G12!

Again, made new friends. Okay la technically, we already know each other. Hahaha all in RP. Always opposite class kinda thing. Lol. I can't emphasize on how small SG is. Btw, that's Germaine and Victor!

Stupid bloody pimple.

 Couldn't and wouldn't ask for a better company. These 2 girls were filled with energy and that's great! I hate partying with lamp posts. Hahaha.

Yupp, my sister went too and she called up after the whole thing to share a cab together! 

TILL THEN, LONG LIVE SHM (PICTURE BELOW TAKEN WITH MY IPHONE 4S)!

"Sometimes you hit a wall when you were expecting a door."

Amidst the fact that work has really start to kick in for me, uni will be starting very soon too and no kidding that I'm anticipating both with open arms. Haha. I mean, it's either I do this now or later so might as well start early, start while I've yet to have any real commitments. I hope to give my full attention to learn more and faster when it comes to work and to revise everyday before I fall asleep. I don't know if I'm going to turn those words into actions but I'm very sure I'll try my best. 

Ain't gonna think too much about failure (ps; need to be hell-yeah-positive) and not being able to run the events smoothly for this is my first year in doing all things. Mistakes may be inevitable but I wanna learn and make that one hell of a lesson. Though that being said, I hope no major faults happen. #prayforshiqin

All that aside..

• Student Ambassador Recruitment from the 16th to 18 Jan. Am so gonna be damn tired managing the registration table, students who'll be doing the data entry, might need to interview if they are shorthanded. That's not all, I only am clocking off at 7.30pm.

• SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA on the 17th! I applied PM Leave just for this because I want some time to prepare and look extra good! Hahaha. Anyone at the FREE STANDING area? Holla me! Then perhaps we can party the night away, together.

• Free ticket to PARENTAL GUIDANCE, 19th MORNING @ 10.15AM! Hahaha what a timing. Good news is that I'm going with my colleague at L5! Thank god she checked her email and asked me if I'm going with anyone because I'm not! Ps; I thought we were given a pair of tickets but noooo, just 1. That's all. Zzz. NUS has got too many staffs uh. 

• UNGU BAND, 19th EVENING @ 8.30PM! AHHHHH thank god Zaimah wanted to come along. If not, a ticket will be wasted because I accidentally bought extra 1 as I thought Syaff's bf will be joining. And smarty me, didn't check the amount that was transferred. Just straight away buy onlyyyy.

Haha okay la that's all for today. xx

Save The World Tonight.

I trust Nad's taste on covers and most songs that he posts on FB will be shared here. Haha. Yo can also safely assume that I'm too lazy to find my own songs. ;)

Badoque x Viking's.

 Zie kindly came to pick the birthday girls up and off from the west to the east. Can't believe that Badoque is situated at Bedok and not somewhere in town. Haha. Would be convenient if that's so but.. I don't mind traveling if the food's good and surprisingly, it didn't disappoint! Thank god!

 

One hell of a good dinner, mine especially. It was their specialty of the day, Beef Ribs ++ 

Half of my girls choose the pasta and I can't say much because 1) I only tried a spoonful. (Hey! Trying out 6 others' food + a spoonful each, can be quite alot k. Hahaha.) 2) It's been so long.. I forgot how it tasted like! Haha. Unfortunately, not all was good. Suefee's Steak was horrible. It was so damn tough that she barely had any but I/we don't think we can say much for the price. I mean.. How can a $20 steak be done well right? Idk, really don't. That aside, pleaseeee try the Beef Ribs! It was really tender, "melt-in-the-mouth" HAHA I mcm faham give description but yeah, it's GOOD.  + the spices were perfect!

Hahaha what will I do without them all..

 Many thanks to Zie for being really nice to snap alot of random photos because fyi, my other girlfriends pretty much had a heavy ass! Hahaha they aren't those to capture the moments kind.

My first time at Viking's and it was such a waste that it was their last day before they have to close. Wished I could patron the cafe because the place seems quite chillax + try out the coffee.. Anyway that night, they had a few performances and free flow of food/drinks. Not forgetting, they were auctioning out the items in the cafe as well. Pretty need idea to raise $$$$ huh? (Y)

 I'm super loving my Ted Baker bag in RED. I wore it out once to the NYE's sleepover party but I'm not sure when else I'll bring it out because it's pretty hugeee. Hehehe. Perfect for picnic though! Speaking of which, it's been a while since we last had potluck and sat under the clear blue sky. As far as I can remember, last was 4 years ago? At ECP! Hahaha that shit was cray.