Oct ✈ Nov ✈ Dec ✈

Don’t ask me why but I’m really looking forward to the next 3 months and guess what? It’s gonna be the end of the year already. Sure as hell time passes by a lil too fast but I’m taking this in a positive way. Atleast I’ve gotten myself a decent job right after my diploma and insyaallah I’ll be able to continue degree this coming January. Everything is pretty much settled and I’m only left with the final confirmation this November whereby my schedule will be released as well as payments for the 1^st semester. Speaking of which, to be apart from ¼ of my pay every month is damn depressing please. I’m so bloody materialistic that anything that gets in way to get my SF/YSL, breaks my heart. HAHA k damn drama here. Sorry peeps. Anywayyy I hope with enough working experience and better cert, I can advance myself and earn more in the near future. But of course, it’s gonna come with great responsibilities. ZZZ. 

 

Besides the “3 to 5-year plan” HAHA , I hope my next 3 trips will happen smoothly and be filled with nothing less than lots of clothes, food, relaxation, happiness, photos, friendships and family love. I’m really happy that my parents trusts me to travel with my gfs and besides, I do deserve it because I’ve never done anything stupid to make them worried or rather, break their heart greatly. Truth be told, I was this, –, close to travel on my own aka alone but I guess god somehow wants me NOT to be alone. So.. Instead of a solo BKK shopping trip, Atiqah asked me if I wanna join her sister and cousin and I said yes without a doubt! Even though I barely know them, I somehow know/feel that they are gonna be an awesome bunch. And besides, I’m the easy going kinda person. Ps: I can talk to anybody and almost everybody. Though.. My mood plays a major factor. Haha. My Phuket bday trip, yes thought of going away and be emo nemo alone in a simple beautiful island on my bday, till Caiyi came and asked if she can join. Initially I was supposed to go with Fareaha but she had to cancel as she might be going away with her parents during that period. I was a little upset at first but god knows why, my heart was so degil that I thought I’ll die-die still go, even without a partner. Made evil plans to lie to the parents and say I have someone to go with even though I don’t have any. Hahaha. So.. Thank god now no need to trouble myself to lie liao. Lol. But I think my mom/sisters knew how much I wanted a beach getaway and I’m the kind that if I really want something, I’ll do it. In other words, “kalau nak, mati-mati nak jugak”. I don’t care how long it’d take me; I’ll wait/plan/save till I get it. Hehh. Last but not least, BANDUNG with the family. I’ve yet to do a research on what to do or expect when I’m there but anything with the irritating sisters and crazy parents, it’s bound to be an epic trip! A whole villa to ourselves + 3 other family joining in (individual villas) = IIIII CANNNOOTTTT WAIIIITTTT. 

Till then lovelies!

Why We Shout In Anger

A Hindu saint who was visiting river Ganges to take bath found a group of family members on the banks, shouting in anger at each other. He turned to his disciples smiled and asked.

'Why do people shout in anger shout at each other?'

Disciples thought for a while, one of them said, 'Because we lose our calm, we shout.'

'But, why should you shout when the other person is just next to you? You can as well tell him what you have to say in a soft manner.' asked the saint

Disciples gave some other answers but none satisfied the other disciples.
Finally the saint explained, .

'When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.

What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either non-existent or very small...'

The saint continued, 'When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.'

He looked at his disciples and said.

'So when you argue do not let your hearts get distant, Do not say words that distance each other more, Or else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.'

                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                 -Spiritual Story by Unknown

Randomsss.

We'll take a break here and I shall post photos of what you might miss. 

Post Paula's party.

Special delivery from Lea to me. Yes I had Carrot Cake and Double Shot Frap right smack in the morning! ^^

The cutest birthday card for my darling sister. The minute I saw the card, I was like... MUST BUY. 

And that's my ANGRY-BIRD AKA CRANKY BABY BOY. Haiyaaaa I miss him so much already! 

That, is just me trying to show of my new blazer. :P

Ben picked me up after work and we went to Tambuah Emas for some good Java-Indo food! I finally fulfilled my cravings for Tahu Telor and Sup Buntut. I'd give the place a 3.8/5. It'll be a much better experience we we got to try more of the dishes but it was just two of us and obviously, it's gonna be a waste if we ordered more. I'm super looking forward to meet the rest of the guys for our Prata session next! Raveenn and Mat, you better be there! Hehe.

 It was our family's turn to go over to Sue's place for Raya and in which, I have yet to upload any photos about my Raya with my gfs. Omggg so many pending post and photos and as much as I want to get over and done with all, I can't! No reason la. I just wanna watch my Hindustan asap! HAHAHA. 

 With that 2 pointless instags hahaha, I shall end my post here! 

I'm planning to have Atiqah's 21st Fabulous Party in draft and post it only on Tuesday. Oh wells, we'll see how fast and how much time I have to have it all up! Too many funny photos and laughters shared last night! Can't wait? Me too! :P

AB's Teenage Dreams Party.

 

"For there is no friend like a sister in calm or stormy weather; To cheer one on the tedious way, to fetch one if one goes astray, to lift one if one totters down, to strengthen whilst one stands." - Christina Rossetti

Cleaning was a chore. God knows how many times we vacuummed and mopped the floor at the end of the day! Haha. But heyy atleast, they all had some activity to do and that was more important. + mom got those sandart thingy in malaysia for RM 0.50! Can you believe!??! So freaking cheap laaaa!

I had a mini heart attack throughout the day because it's so hard to get the kids all line up and take a proper photo wit. Therefore, I told them to make stupid poses and.. TADAH! SO EASY PEASY AND I JUST ANYHOW SNAP. 

You gave, shared and snatched. You made me smile, cry and fight. But you never ceased to love, care and bother. I will always love you for this, my sister. May God bless you with all you desire and here's me wishing you a great and rocking Birthday. Love you AB.

Pretty Paula's 23rd!

"The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate. "

 

As usual, spamming photos with the BIRTHDAY GIRL is mandatory!

It was nice knowing and meeting Kiki. We were just online friends till she decides to join me and Zaimah to go over to Paula's place. Very sweet and friendly lady I must add. :)

Who knew I met Allison after sooooo many years! We came from the same primary school, St.Anthony's Primary.

A simple birthday affair for the pretty birthday girl. It's scary how fast time flies. I still remember how Paula helped to comb and tie my hair in school, how we all orders Mee Soto and spam on the cili padi, how we take 65 to town before switching to 190 and go home toghether, how I go over her place to eat her granny's ayam lemak cili padi and there's a bunch of other things too. But like what I've written in the birthday card/letter, I'd let her do the rest of the thinking. Hahaha. And also, I hope she'd love the GUESS bracelet I got for her. (Forgot to snap a photo before hand.) I love it because it's a damn straight classic piece. That aside, cheers to being 23 and.. Still skinny! Hehe.

Of mooncakes, green apple green tea with mixed jelly and big breakfast.

It’s the mooncake festival and I can’t help but remember how someone dear to me once surprised me with a box when we were supposedly out to meet for a short while, an early dinner if I recalled correctly. Lot 1 entrance > Mooncakes in a paper bag > Me smiling like an idiot the whole day. Another was when I had terrible cravings for Green Apple Green Tea with mixed jelly (yes I knowww it’s a long “order” haha but hey, that’s me! :P) and Ramly Burger and he came down all the way to my place and we ate under my block. HAHA I can’t believe it because #1 I don’t lepak/study downstairs. # 2 it was something new and.. #3 it was kinda funny, to me, for god knows why. But oh wells, I enjoyed it. Last but not the least, Mcdonalds breakfast whenever he’s done with his night shift and when it falls on a Saturday, which is rarely btw, I will die-die wake up early to meet. It almost became a ritual or a must for me because time was hardly on our side. So, whatever opportunity I had, I will spend time no matter how tired I was. And at times, I get to sleep in abit more if he comes over to BB. If not, I’ll go over to Queensway (his base is there you might ask) as per usual. The things you’d do for love.. :P

This may seem silly and a handful might think I've not learnt to let go of things, him or rather, memories. Especially when he already moved on and happily attached to whom someone else can claim him, hers’. I can't give a definite yes neither a no as to why I aren’t putting a full stop to my now-feelings. Perhaps it’s because all those are a part of me and I doubt I'll be able to put it aside for good. It lives within me, somehow.

 Oh god those were the times aye? Bittersweet, bittersweet..