You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.

Too often have I dreamed of a getaway that involves nobody but me.  I’m addicted to travelling so much that it kinda scares me how my savings are rather stagnant and not increasing because every month without fail, I’ll be either saving for a particular flight ticket or booking a lavish hotel accommodation and pre-planning the top 5 things to do when at a particular new place.

As time passes by, strangely.. I’ve been more inclined towards a less shopping and more of an adventure-action trip.  In fact.. I have this crazy dream of climbing Mount Rinjani and I planned to do it with my husband HAHAHA. Yes, that might take a few years but imagine when I get to strike that off my list? I’ll be over the moon or should I say mountain?!!  As for now, I shall continue to be healthy (insyaallah) and just keep myself fit. :P

For now.. Allow me to entice you with a few magnificent view of the beautiful place.

Yeap, researched are all done and I think a 3d2n trek for it would be just nice. Plus the fact that it is in Indonesia and simply a boat ride away to Lombok or Gili.. Ahh that's hell perfect. If I ever have to trek on my own, I'll make sure I get a young-strong-cute guide and if possible the ratio is 1 to 1 please hahahaha.

Ps; The North Face items aren’t cheap!!! :/
I love reading her blog and for this particular hike, you can find it here! x

I want these to happen badly.

The number of things I want to do before I turn a certain age is increasing by the day and this time, I need to re evaluate my priorities and make sure I'm able to hit them all just right in 2014. I need to be able to save enough for my EOY trip and enjoy quite a comfortable trip, get my diving license, still die-die to squeeze some time for a cliff jump, hit a 2.6 GPA and hopefully get a boyfriend too hahahahaha.

If you've followed me quite some time ago.. One of the #1 things I wanna achieve is be done and over with my Open Water PADI certificate. I really hope my sister Shahidah will keep to her promise and go ahead to enroll with me this coming May. Planned was to complete before the fasting month begins and that at the same time, I'll be able to go for a beach holiday.

In terms of the money spent on clothes and along other nonsense, I've cut down by quite a bit and saving for important dresses when it comes to formal work events. Hardly am I bothered with what I've been wearing lately especially when I'm out with my friends simply because I feel fat to have a full length shot being taken. Haha yeah self esteem issues been taking a drag here and it doesn't help that I ain't them girls with flawless features. Truth be told, I rely greatly on photo filters!

As crazy as it may seem but I've purchased a 14 day worth of tea tox from SkinnyMint.com and been trying to exercise almost every other day. I won't rest till I'm back to my previous weight or minus those double chin please. Much research have been done and the only way for me to lose that layer of annoyance lower tummy is via having proper meals aka eat clean. Doing that is almost impossible but I hope to cut down on my sugar intake especially. The almost daily Spinelli Hot Mocha and Frappes from Starbucks have been cut significantly. Did I mentioned that I'm on pilates weekly and been trying to lift a little at a time? Goal is to have a more sculpted arm and that shoulders that I've been aiming for.

Oh ya, I'm resuming uni next semester and I'm planning to take a total of 4 modules! May Allah bless me, especially when I have a 10days winter trip all planned which only god knows if it's ever gonna happen or not. Times like this, I wished I have a friend who is financially ready and wishes to travel to Morocco, Istanbul, Spain and Turkey.. I wanna visit at least one of them badly. :(

Twenty-two.

 I know that I'm supposed to continue with my Tripping in Phuket, Day 3 but.. There are just some things that I need to let out before I continue. I just feel utterly blessed with all the things that I have or have been experiencing right now. Never have I thought or felt this.. Different? Yet happy. I know and definitely would admit that without a partner in your life, things can get a lil lonely but I always try to be positive. I know that one can never have everything at once therefore, I've learnt to let go some parts of the things that has been bothering me.  I have the bestest family ever, my parents are always supporting me in anything that I'd like to do, my sisters forever keeping me insane and I'm not complaining either haha, my amazing bunch of girlfriends, forever pampering with food and lovely gifts and last minute crazy whatsapps hahaha, my good colleagues that made work less boring and manageable, they always are there to guide me and I'm more than happy to learn.

You see, I dare say that my life is more or less complete and I should be very bersyukur for all these.

 I'm still young and my aim from now on to work incredibly hard, earn doubly as much, study well and ace it good. If love ever comes round again, then it's just pure luck (and god's doing). But as far as I'm concerned, that's the last thing that I'll be working (hard) on. I'm not saying I won't put in any effort, I will but I'll just.. Idk. If there's someone, there is. If not, there isn't. Life is easy. Why complicate things right? :P