Pain in the ass.

Today didn't exactly started out well or rather I didn't went to sleep on a good note. It was more of a whatever note. Hmmm right if that even exist. Anyway.. First up, I overslept and missed sahur + subuh. If that's not any worst, I decided to snooze till 0705 and had to rush to work. Ironed my work dress and that idiot of an iron decides to heat up a lil too much and leaves this burnt like mark on my favourite dress which btw, was worn less than 5 times? Urrgh I really hate that cheap iron. Idk to you but $120 for a Philips is cheap and it's just an asshole.

And as much as I love work, sometimes it's unfair when things gets pushed to me. It's not that I don't want to help but how can I always end up helping/doing someone else's job? Wish I could elaborate but urrgh whatever (yeah again).

Okay sorry. I think my PMS is acting up and kindly don't cross my line. Things that are funny to you may not be at all funny to me. Till then, xx.

Office of Corporate Relations - Corporate Events team ftw!

I don't do this often but here's a few snapshots of my colleagues and student ambassadors after our whole event is over! Phewwww like finally and we can all have a breather before the next comes up..  

 Just check out how wide my smile was hahaha. It was *radiating* with happiness because I can now go home on time. :P

As real as it gets.

1. You feel compelled to be loyal.
2. You think of ways you will love them more than you think of the ways you hope they will love you.
3. You start compromising on things you thought you wouldn’t.
4. You’re happy when they are, because they are.
5. There is a sense of peace and ease that comes with the thought of them.
6. You feel challenged to be better.
7. You allow yourself to be vulnerable because you feel accepted unconditionally.
8. All of a sudden, you understand why so many people settle down.
9. You have a newfound understanding of and appreciation for your previously detrimental failed attempts at love.
10. Every part of this person enamors you. This is especially true in the beginning.
11. You keep coming back, no matter how hard it gets (and it will get hard).
12. You start counting the miles between you and the days between your birthdays. You remember what they were wearing the day you met them, what they said their favorite color is, and you start accounting for all the other little, beautiful things you’ve picked up about them, all in vivid detail.
13. You want to tell anybody who will listen of your newfound love (you’re not ashamed to be with this person).
14. Being with them is not about the vanity of having a significant other or an elaborate wedding or someone to talk to when you’re lonely. It’s who they are that keeps you.  

Written By: Brianna West 

Lust of the month.

My never ending love for blazer. The question now is.. Yes or No?

Hope when you take that jump you don't fear the fall.

You know what? I can't believe I've yet to blog about my short trip to KL and here I am shortlisting hotels/resorts for my upcoming trip. I'm supposed to go with Zie but I'm not very sure if she'll be able to make it as she seems pretty busy lately. Nvm that, I thought I'd just inform her later and do the bookings myself because my mind is kinda decided. I'll go ahead with or without a company.

4D3N to be spent by the beach, kayaking into beautiful limestone caves, perhaps be able to do a deep water solo (I was told that I need to be in a group of 4 to do it but oh wells, we'll see how), a lil rock climbing at Railay, sweet body scrubs and lotsa Thai food.

I'm very sure that nothing can get any better than what I've planned. Though that being said, I want this trip to be as free and easy as possible. I can't be bothered to ask for people's opinion nor having to keep a look out for others. It's gonna be as independent as possible.

Now, to pray that everything will fall in place and that I'll be safe and sound to and fro SIN. I need this retreat and I've never been so sure of doing something (on my own) ever before.

More than just infatuation.

Maybe I'm just confused maybe I'm not. I know what I want but does the other know what he wants. Like really, does he? I took the risk and I even thought, hey let's give this a try, who knows things can work out great between us, but look where it brought me to?

Nothing ever stays nor will be the same forever and that sucks. That sucks because you're accustomed to the the things he does for you everyday. The good morning and good night messages (though I really want to avoid such sweet things because I'm afraid that if he leaves, I'll be longing for the same hi sayang(s) day and night), the long phone-calls and those quick ones, those that last 2-3minutes to simply inform about his whereabouts or even ask where I am (and that's it hahaha) or share his frustrations. Weird as this may sound but I appreciate this kind of gestures. It makes me feel.. Important and just like every hopeless lover out there, I too want to be appreciated in a special way.

My question right now is, how do I know that I'm significant to a particular him? I'm dying to know what's going on in a men's mind and heart. This lady here is tired of playing this.. What few may call a game.

Narcissism

1. Inordinate facination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.

2. Psychoanalysis. Erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantile level of personality development.

Give me a transport and fried food please.

I'll be on duty tonight till perhaps 10.30-11pm and all I have in mind is that if I have my own vehicle to drive myself back home. Or rather, drive myself first to the nearest KFC (that closes really late) because I really x100 want their chicken, both original and spicy please! and the cheese friesssss. Oh god I've been wanting to eat those for the longest time evaaaaa! Either that, or I will have to succumb to Mcds for some McSpicy and loving apple pie.. ♡♡♡ Okay I can't believe I actually blogged about this. Hahaha. Anyway, 3 more ceremonies before Commencement is over and then followed by the dinner. AND IT'S GONNA BE A WRAP!

Ps: It's not that difficult to please me. ;)