Bibik on duty.

You guys need to know that I'm not always that well-dressed and you might also want to know that I can be abit OCD when it comes to cleaning.

Believe it or not but my dearest Dad actually re furnished the whole kitchen cabinet. We used to have a brown and woody look but now it's all white with sleek and polished. Amazing isn't it? I'm shocked to see the whole transformation too! Really wished I took a before and after photo. Okay la, basically, he repainted, sand-papered and fixed new handles + the table top now is sporting an all classic black tile with idk what pebbles/stones thingy? I'm sorry I've no idea what it is and I shall take a photo soon to better prove my point. Haha.

Oh you know, just wasting time and being mentel.

And yes, I've gained abit of weight. Don't know if I'm supposed to be happy or sad. HAHA.

The Return of The Ring [5.24]

Blair: I love you. I'm in love with you. I've tried to kill it, to run away from it, but I can't... I don't want to anymore.

Chuck: So what?

Blair: So now we can be together. It's not what you want?

Chuck: It was. Before I lost everything.

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Chuck: I always put you first. And you bet against me every time. Now I have nothing.

Blair: You have me.

Chuck: It's not enough. I need a future.

Blair: Than let me be part of it.

Chuck: I dont't want to be Mr. Blair Waldorf. I'm Chuck Bass.

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Blair: [to Chuck, at the casino in Monaco] You fought for me all year. I've come to fight for you.

Casino dealer: Will you be joining the game?

Blair: You said I always bet against you. But this time I'm all in.

My favourite of all time. I've lost track of watching the upper east siders grow and I'm determined to follow up but I don't know where else I can download apart from bitTorrent (which btw I don't have!).

I really would love to buy or rent the whole season and spend my weekend in bed with a tub of B&J's.
It's been a while since I last had this alone time crying, laughing and smiling to my laptop. Hahaha.

You know you love me, xoxo.

Spatula Bakery.

 If I were to get engaged or married, these designs below would be it. I love how simple yet elegant they can be. Though 99% chance I wouldn't be eating the cream. Hahaha I'm sorry guys/babes, but I the only reason why I don't take cream (yes no whipped cream in my grande mocha nor chocolate cream chip) is because it makes me wanna vomit. I hate the feeling of cream in my mouth. It's like instant death for me. If that's even possible..

Yes, I stole the lovely photos from either their website or facebook page.
They update frequently on Instagram too! Work your fingers and google them. Hehe.

Come on, look at the Lana Cake.. beautifully piped with fresh cream (I assume). Only crazy people like me scrape those off before eating. That's not all, I peel off fondants before I eat the cake too! HAHAHA.
If you're not as crazy as I am, I'm very sure you'll love it all.

I've yet to try any of these babies (oopsy) from Spatula Bakery but I hope I get to bite into one someday and I hope 'someday' would be very soon (especially when they're opening their flagship store this April)! xx

I, sometimes.

I'm starting to feel the pinch whenever I shop and I hate that the most because I'm still young. Young enough to not bother about paying for a flat, paying for a baby and what nots. 

 

I hate how I'm actually paying for both my diploma (I really thought they'll deduct from my CPF and transfer back to Dad but no, we gotta pay via ibanking every month w/o fail till our due is paid) and degree monthly. I'm not even earning that much fyi. How I managed to survive with my pay is sometimes one hell of a big question mark for me.

I don't take any allowance from my parents since I've started work proper. In fact, I've given them more than I ever did. And throughout my secondary and polytechnic days, Dad only paid for my standard concession and I get $80 per month for food. Anything with regards to clothes that I purchase, movies that I sometimes watch and dinners that I have outside came from my own pocket. Ps; I paid my own handphone bills since I was 15.

Sometimes it pains me when my sisters don't even have to do any of those. They all got their own phone without having to work. Their handphone bills are all paid for. They borrow most of my clothes, bags, shoes. Anything that fits, they'll borrow. No, I'm not being "buruk siku", I'm merely stating what and how I feel.

Sometimes I hate my brothers for not ever being there. I hate being the eldest daughter. Why I can't be the third one in the family? Why can't I be the youngest one in the family?

Sometimes I wonder if this is always the elder's sister's plight.

My dearest cutie snowball.

Sue's surprise party falls on the same day of NUS Open Day and besides the fact that the week before was madness, I managed to push myself to be there. Reached only at 10pm and prior to that, I successfully ordered all the food! KFC Family Meal > Sushi Platter > Sarpino's and thank god I bought all the utensils and drinks before hand! Phewwww. We also split the job amongst us all. Zaimah with the booking and checking in of the hotel, Nurul with the buying of gifts and Faezah with helping of collecting drinks and utensils from my place. (Y)

 

 The lady got 2 sets of Benefit's make-up set and a spanking new VS bag for her to use for work. That's one of the reasons why I love my girls, we never fail to buy gifts that's not only a want but also a need. Using something on a daily basis is what keeps the thoughts of each other going (at least that's what I think). At times, we can be very busy to meet up for our weekly teh tarik session at Gombak but deep down, I know that we're always in each other's heart. Hehe.

"I still look for your face. Oh if only you could see me now."

I've been having the best days of my life and I shall remain positive.

True enough, it can't rain forever. XOXO, shiqin. 

Sue's 26th at Carlton Hotel.

 It was a tiring day for me but nothing beats the comfort of being with my girls till the next morning.