Truth be told, I turn to food and work for this emptiness in my heart.

Oh god when will I ever learn?

Don't You Remember?

When was the last time
You thought of me
Oh have you completely erased me from your memory
I often think about where I went wrong
The more I do the less I know

Antara Adam dan Hawa.

Tak usah diucap, tak usah dilafaz. Aku dah mengerti bahasa cintamu.

Blues.

I can't believe my last post was almost a week ago. I know I was supposed to start blogging about my BKK trip but I was away from Thur-Sun in JB, celebrating Hari Raya Haji with my beautiful crazy family members and that left me with no time to have a proper blog post. Thus this is all the rambling I can afford to do during office hours. Just for you information, towards the end of the year, we usually have slightly more free time because the events and visits have tone down abit. 

Anyway.. What I wanted to complain about is that I've gained weight and I'm utterly depressed as of last week and perhaps, the week before but the fact that I ain't doing anything about it, worries me. I still eat happily like as if I'm going back to my original weight of 40kg (now am 44kg) with a blink of an eye. But of course la, that's not gonna happen unless I worked like how I used to. Example; At Kidz Amaze, run after the kids, hold birthday parties and games that requires me to climb the maze up to 3-5 level or even waitress-ing with Java Link. Somehow I miss working like that. Like.. Using my energy to the fullest. Instead of sitting on my desk, behind my desktop, preparing tons of things before a 1 day event filled with action and that's it. :(

But of course, we all need to move on and be somewhere different. Have a change of environment and what nots. When I come to think of it, the very least I've improved. That, is my personal opinion. Now, to improve even more. Long story cut short, after going through my latest photos, I don't see the advantages to having a high cheekbones. I feel fat, 70% of the time. And my tummy + arms make me looks preggie. That sucks balls and I have no choice but to go back to my usual weekly swimming with Grandma (Monday night that is) + CardioMix on Saturday mornings. Damnn it's really do or die. Or rather, do or be depressed. Hahaha k enough of being whiny and irritating. I shall get back to "work" and see you readers soon.
Right, like as if I'll be seeing any of you real life. :P

CHANEL discovery workshop.

Okay I’ve got a lot of things to update but I’ve barely any time + I’m not even done uploading the photos from my baby G12 to ze lappy. Therefore, you readers shall make do with my Instagrams. Hehehe. Special invites to the CHANEL Skincare, Make-up & Fragrance Workshop and I must say it was a good 2 hour beauty workshop I’ve ever had. Not that I’ve been to many to begin with but the fact that the CHANEL professionals are very nice, helpful and attentive, I’m giving them 3 thumbs up!

Since I'm allowed to extend to 1 more female guest, I thought I'd bring my mom along despite the fact that I had a few friends in mind. It was nice to have a mother-daughter bonding session, though we didn't sit beside each other because I came in late! Hahaha. I literally rushed to CHANEL's Training Centre right after work and ps; it was raining cats and dogs! Overall, it was a GOOD experince and I learnt A LOT of things. From cleansing thoroughly and putting on make-up according to your skin tone ++ We also got to sample the Hydra range (skincare) and Lumiere (make-up). Indeed, the brightening effect was apparent and the fact that minimal amount of foundation was needed for the whole face, I was sold.

Prolly one of the rarest times you’d see me with a full eye make-up and pale-ish pink lipstick. 1) I don’t put on eyeliner because I think I look horrible with that on. No kidding. 2) I don’t own any eye shadows because I think it’s a hassle to blend here blend there. :P 3) Neither do I own a pale-ish pink lipstick because I prefer bright-more-obvious-colours. BUT the CHANEL professional surprised me with the colour they’ve chosen for me. I thought I looked not bad too! Hahaha.

I don’t think I’m the kind that has a lot of make-up on always. I usually will have full coverage, or atleast that’s what I think I’m doing la haha, when I’m out for a party. Example, with my NARS Orgasm > Marjolica Mascara > OCC liptar in Anime.Other than that, pretty minimal. Esp. to work, I would have my powder and lipbalm only. Nothing else. Been slacking on my blusher and mascara just simply because I can’t be bothered? I only have it on when I’m out to town with my gfs or family outings.

This photo above is pretty much just me camwhoring aka perasan-lebih. Hahaha or you may call it, “making full use of the make-up”. K bye! I’ll talk about my AWESOME BKK trip soon! Xx