Cecilia Ahern

As soon as they arrive, they can leave, and even the ones that take a long time to emerge fully can disappear in an instant. Moments are precious, sometimes they linger and other times they're fleeting, and yet so much could be done in them. You could change a mind, you could save a life and you could even fall in love.

Time will tell.

I took down a couple of tweets simply because I don't want to be put in a spot where so many others will be keeping track of my well-being. Not that having it written here means anymore less away from those eyes but since I haven't publicize my blog on my other social networking sites, I feel "safe". For now at least.

I never thought I'd be able to look forward to seeing someone so often and having conversations that I never get tired off. Truly, spending quality time with whom finally get you and makes you happy 24/7 (I know this is all pretty new but ya), is priceless. It's great to find a friend that I'm absolutely comfortable with and like I've mentioned before in my past few posts, sparks fly and boomz. I guess.. Some things do happen. :P

To think that we've known each other since we were in our teens.. Oh god, who would have guessed?

One old one.

"We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier.
 Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found."

Current jam.

Finding our truth in a hope of doubt. Lying inside our quiet drama.

Wearing your heart like a stolen dream, opening skies with your broken keys.

La famila ft indian food ftw!

I'm not gonna lie that I've been not been veryyyy happy at home as I'm annoyed at some things but I'm not gonna bother explaining in depth. Some things are really, better left unsaid. Anywayyyy, a mini gift for dad on #happyfathersday and I've got no one to blame but myself as I was the one who got him the Verdon set a few years back. I love the smell and since dad said his face feels cleaner with it, good. We had a family brunch last Saturday after our ngaji lesson in the morning and yeap, that's pretty much it. Another bonding time for us to speak out and share nonsense which we haven't had the time to do so. Till then, xx.

Is there really any point in making plans?

Stealing glances because I need surety or comfort that you'll be the one that will make me happy, that I'll be able to make you happy for as long as I breathe, you'll be the one that will carry me on our kitchen island while you take the ladle away from me to simply disrupt me in the midst of cooking, you'll be the one brewing a mini pot of earl grey when we are both exhausted from work, I'll be the one to give you a mini facial and willingly share my exfoliators and masks with, I'll be the one who will be more than excited to give you a luxurious scrub with the latest product I got from Sephora or iHerb hahahaha, we'll be the one to take turns in keeping our love nest clean, we'll the one who will share/rant on our daily happenings to, we'll be the one who will receive first hand news (be it good or bad), we'll be the one whom we will look for when we run into unforeseen trouble, we'll be the one to love each other till the end of time and that is, forever.

Mid week updates.

Before I begin, I'd like to let the whole wide world that I'm very tired and sleepy right now. I wished I can head back home right after work today but I'm made plans with my girlfriends and I'm not the kind that would bail out at the very last minute unless I'm down with my monthly period cramps. On a good note, I suggested to have some cinnamon or chocolate churros at Orchard Central! We shall see how that goes, I hope it'll be good or else, I might be.. Cranky. Hahaha.

A good mid week was spent with Zie at Arteastiq Boutique Tea House. I'd only recommend the teas there and definitely not the food. Lychee Tea wins over Pomelo Tea and for the 'Afternoon Treats', which was part of the High Tea Sets, the food was not worth our $56. Only the salmon slices x orange cake tasted good, the rest was crap. :( Hmmm.. I don't really have much to say about this place either, it is quiteeeee nice but I assume the white furniture/wall where we were seated, needs a fresh coat of paint. Also, the service staff by the bar needs to learn how to smile more then perhaps, food might taste better. 

 We popped by Zaimah's workplace right after I got my BB Ettusais and I practically layankan Zie with her never ending nonsense. Hahahaha. Oh yaaaaaaaaaa did ya know that sushi at the conveyor belt at Ramen Ten after 8pm? goes for 99cents per plate and hell, we had a great time stacking them up hehehehe. I LOVE SASHIMI BUT IT AIN'T GOING FOR 99CENTS. In fact, I didn't know how much it costs for a plate of 8 fat thick salmon slices.. I just.. eat and pay only lor. x

Strong, stronger.

I was scrolling through my FB page and oh my.. Things have surely taken a 360 degree change. I never knew I was so broken, literally. Reminiscing those times where I fall terribly ill which result in me weighing 37kg light, crying during dinner time with family/in long bus rides/before I sleep daily. I never ever want to go through again. Yeah, there I've said it (why it's so hard for me to fall back into that dark hole) and for you who are still reading, I hope you'll never have to go through any of that. It fucking hurts till the fact that each time I think about these, the urge to throw up aka puke is very strong.

Very glad, thankful and blessed to say that I have slowly mended myself with nothing but love. More love. Of course, I won't be able to do it without the help of my parents, sisters, bestest girlfriends and guyfriends that never fail to guide and send concerns to me every now and then. It's been years. Those horrid times will always be a part of me and I've learnt to be the bigger person and let things go. Just like a friend once said.. "Even when times are hard.. You always have to give life another chance."

Love, it comes when you least expects it to and it will leave because nothing last forever but the love you have for yourself and within you.. Will never ever fade.