I wanted forever but you gave me flowers.

I don't wish to contradict myself with the above statement but.. If you can understand, good.
You may say that I'm greedy but what I truly want is something that can be permanent in life. 

 How could I even think that it's your arms that I'll fall into every day and every night of my being on earth? If nothing was ever real for you, I pray hard to god to create a distance so far between us that I feel pain no more.