Just be real. It's a lot easier to maintain.

Highly positive that the time of the month is coming because one, my appetite increases and two, I've been feeling down for god know what. I get all emo memo for the slightest reasons and I tend to think a little too much at times. Sadly, both doesn't benefit me, at all. This just sucks. Anyway, my formspring is up and working. Shoot me with whatever you want ya?
I'm too free and too bored as of now. Haha.

As always.. Just for a few days, just for a few weeks and that's that.

It stops just right there.

"You moved on with a new girl and that's really fast. So, I wasn't wrong for making that decision right."

1. He wasted no time before jumping into his next relationship.

If you started dating this guy shortly after his latest breakup, there’s a good chance he’s not completely over his ex – no matter what he says. “There are hopes and dreams we have when we get into a relationship that we lose when we lose that relationship,” “It takes some time [to get over those things].” Men often avoid the grieving process that follows a breakup, even though it can be instrumental in helping them assess the relationship and move on. “You want to be sure he can talk about it – that he can analyze it a little bit, and can say what went wrong and what went right and what part he played in what went wrong.” But even if he isn’t quite there, it doesn’t mean your relationship is doomed.

2. He fell for you before his relationship ended.

These are men like John Edwards and Tiger Woods, who tell you their previous relationships are over or broken, but they still go home to their wives or girlfriends. It sounds obvious, but these guys are bad news. “It doesn’t matter if he says the relationship is bad OR COMPLICATED SHEESH -.-” “He has a cheating mentality.” And if he cheats on her, he probably wouldn’t have a problem with cheating on you. Even if he does eventually leave his wife or girlfriend – a very big if, by the way — and you’re willing to give it a go with this guy, he literally hasn’t had any time on his own to process the demise of that previous relationship so you could run into the same problems as in #1, above. Bottom line: This is probably not someone you want to be with.

3. When it comes to his ex, he only deals in extremes.

If your new guy can’t say his ex’s name without spitting, this is another warning sign. “If he’s talking about her constantly, and she’s either the most wonderful thing in the world or the most terrible thing in the world, but it’s unrealistic, you need to ask him about his role in the relationship,”
There are two people in every couple, and there’s no way his ex was as great or awful as he makes her sound. “If he’s not talking about it at all, you need to say ‘I think it’s valuable to for us to talk about our past relationships so we can see what went wrong and what we need to do differently in this relationship.’”

4. He can’t break the string.

There are plenty of reasons a guy may stay in touch with his ex, and they aren’t necessarily all bad, unless they broke up for a very very long time and seriously are JUST FRIENDS. I believe if one is dating someone new, you should stop contacting your ex and RESPECT your other half.

5. He obsesses over the remnants of the relationship.

If he’s always checking her Facebook profile or you catch him poring over old pictures, you could also have a problem. “He’s not finished, he hasn’t done his grieving,” You have to understand that if you stay in a relationship with him, you’re going to be part of that grieving process. When you’re in a relationship you talk about just about everything. Whether it’s work, friends or family, there’s always something to discuss over dinner, and past relationships should be no different .

If your guy hasn’t completely let go of his ex, proceed with caution – but know that your relationship isn’t necessarily a lost cause. He may want to be with you, but needs just a bit more time to deal with his breakup. The key to making it work is both of you being willing to talk openly about his old relationship and his feelings about his ex. And if, when all is said and done, he just can’t let go, you may have to be the one who moves on.

6 days.

Pardon me for my absence or negligence for ze blog but I've been too busy and tired that it's really tough to churn out something worthy for you guys to read. Anyway here's something if you'd like to know..

The body that I'm aiming for is never gonna happen because 1) Somehow and almost always, I'm given good food and here, there's no way I'm gonna say no to brownies that's freshly baked by Zenn. 2) The fact that I'm already skinny, atleast I think I am la, just makes me lazier to work out. 3) I'm either drained from work or going out during the weekends, I decided that sleeping and resting is the best for my health and perhaps, beauty. ✌

On Sunday, I went back to Kidz Amaze to help cover  my sister's shift. Not that I'm complaining because I got to work with Aini, Cassandra and Caiyi ( the girl in the picture above) but to head back to a 8.30-6pm the next day, was torture. I was so god damn tired that I had troubles sleeping. Like wth right?! I was so angry la. So tired but still cannot sleep. Tsk! Side track abit, that's Seafood Tom Yum Mee Hoon Kueh from Banquet. The most awesome thing I'll always have whenever I'm around the area, Jurong Point. Super spicy and never fail to make me cry = GOOD. Hahaha.

Met the girlfriends for the usual teh tarik session, same place, same time and I'm glad that we have this "ritual" either fortnightly or the least is monthly. Always am thankful for the 4 of them, only missing is Faezah, for I know I can count on them. Like.. they can layan me whenever I do random group convo complaining this and that. I still remember how I open up a whatsapp group convo in the middle of the night just to share a damn hilarious joke la. It was about this Bangla-Dash thingy. HAHA. 

"Empty pockets never held anyone back. Only empty heads and hearts can do that."

With that, I'll end this post. And yes, I'm blogging in the office coz I couldn't care less about my "loud" keyboard. :P

IJ friends are friends for life.

It's only 8 on a Friday night and I'm home, blogging. In fact, I wanted to go ahead and sleep right after Isyak but I know that if I an't doing it today, I don't know when else I'd have the time to do so. Neither am I saying I have plans for this weekend but you know..  Last minute stuffs can come up,anytime but even if there aren't anything, it's okay. I'm gonna look at it positively, to stay home and save up kachings doesn't look that bad right? :)

Anyway, last night I finally or should I say, we three found the time to meet up for a short dinner at Swensens at Holland V. By we three, I meant Zenn, Sylvia and myself. Okay before I begin, I wanna announceee that I got a new cammy. It's a Canon G12 and it I got at an extreme sweet deal! Zenn's sister got it last year and never really got to use it. She tweeted about selling it and interested party is to come forward. Guess what? I was first in line! Haha. Though I've yet to test it out fully. I'm loving the tilt-and-swivel LCD screen. Oh myyyy it sure as hell is loved. A lil warning, be prepared so more camwhore self shots aye? Lol.

I'm naming is Cammy12.

Complimentary as we celebrated Sylvia's advanced 22nd!!!

Salmon and Mushroom Pasta x Crayfish Pasta x Breaded Chicken

Left: Sylvia. Right: Zenn.

I first got to know them when I was 15, secondary 3. We spent 2 hours eating and chatting, updating each other on whatever we've been doing, who we are dating, or still am dating. Can you believe it, Zenn's with her bf for 7 years and Sylvia is dating a real sweet Danish guy? So blessed and it's always so nice to see my girlfriends leading a really good life. But of course, the hiccups in a relationship is always there. That's something that no one can run away from right? :) Not forgetting when we exchanged stories about work (haiz how fast time flies), family (perhaps in 4-5 years time, we're gonna be talking about our own family instead. Haha.), good food places (of which most are not halal. Haizzz why can't the good exclusive places have halal chicken and what nots. I don't mind the alcohol la, coz that's beverage and can be separated. Mehh.)  and who we've been secretly stalking. Hehehe. 

The last I saw them was 2 years ago and we would like to make this into the very least an annual dinner or something.. Haha. I love this two to bits, it's been what.. 6 years + and they never changed! It just put a smile on my face on how funny, straightforward and cute they are. And the best part is, the strong feeling of friendship is still there. ♡♡♡

Someone to be mine faithfully.

Honestly, sometimes I don't know how I do it. I've pushed so many people away and I feel that it's unfair. Unfair for not giving them a chance but the same time, I don't wish to give hope in any way. In fact.. I'm scared, I'm shy to go out with someone new and that's just me. Ps; I always have this insecure shit going on with my looks. I don't ever want to be in a position to break anyone's heart either (if things doesn't work out)because I know how it feels. With that, I'm simply going with the flow. (If there is any in the first place. Idk also la.) I've planned so much and I'm tired already. Will someone out there do something special for me instead? If you're willing to do so, I sure will lower down my towering high barriers for all guys and all this love. Oh wait, what is love anyway?

Instagrammer.

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❤❤❤❤❤

Of lately.

You know, I've been trying very hard to keep this whole routine of Monday: Swimming, Wednesday: Run and some strength training. Thurs: Strength training. Saturday: CardioMix. But guess what people? I've only managed to do the Mondays and Saturdays, ONLY. How like thissss!??!?! How to get a perfect sculpted shoulders to arm and flat tummy aka abs?! Haiya I'm super dissapointed with myself lor. Thought of giving it 3 months and see how it goes but 1 month, still like nothing. Mehhh k this post is uber randon and since we are at random stuffs.. I had Wendy's at Holland V for lunch simply because I was craving for burgers and as much as it was good, I felt damn guilty la! And then later we ( Daniel, Wahid and Navin. The set of close colleagues that I'm working with. Awesome gentlemen I'd say though they like to disturb me once in a while. Eh wait, make it EVERYDAY. Hahaha but with them, it makes work much more fun! ) head down to Provence? Is that how it's spelt? Idk la and I'm just too lazy to google to get it right. Ya okay back to Provence, it's a bakery shop that sells awesome bread and the Milk Pan is the highly raved product. I tried it once, the bread was good but the milky custard thingy that's inside the bread which apparently everyoneee loved, was just not for me. One thing you should know perhaps is I don't like anything creamy, example, whipped cream and all the whatever custards there are in the world. Don't like it, at all! Idk why but it's just disgusting to me. Hahaha.

How often you may ask?

Everytime I think about it.

One after the other.

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere." 

Let me introduce to you the 3 other girlfriends of mine. The one in black top with gorgeous hair is Fana, the one on my left, is my darling Hana and far opposite end of me is Wani(Waffles; that name came about because she's always buying waffles during break times. It's like her favourite past time food or something.. Haha.). Another interesting thing you might want to know is that we are all seated according to our age. 23, 22, 21 and 20. Hahaha. Actually right, I just noticed it too!

While waiting for our food, we do what we do best.

Like what I mentioned earlier on my FB, I like how cutesy candid this picture is and I love how my hair flows here! Ps; each time when I say I'm gonna cut la, treatment la, color my hair. Suddenly, it becomes so well behaved! -_-

And this is where the craziness begins!

Cheers to many many years of friendship!

Supppp! HAHA.

WHAT THE HELL!??! HAHAHA.

"To each its own".

One of the more proper or rather, sopan pictures. Lol.

Only the closest would understand Fana. Haizzz believe it or not but she talks to the teddy bear and therefore my face. Hahaha.

Pretty little ladies! XOXO.

Idk what to caption this as and the only thing that came to mind was, "Kakak-Kakak". HAHA.

When you ran out of ideas on what else to pose.. You simply put the peace sign wherever you think would look good.

OKAYYY let me explained what happened here! Wani was giving instructions on what to pose next and we followed through till she said this, "Okay why not you both gaze into each other's eyes?" Me: "WTH WANI?! WHY WOULD I WANT TO GAZEEEE INTO FANA'S EYES?!?!!?" Fana: *THROWS A  LAUGHING FIT". HAHAHA.

I couldn't ask for another set of girlfriends because each of them are unique to each it's own and the best part is, they are those whom I can definitely trust and understand whatever I am going through. We may not be thatttt close to the extent of meeting up damn frequently but I know that we care for each other. Allow me to digress abit but Twitter is an awesome platform for friends to keep up with whatever one is doing. I don't mean it in a way for you to be nossy but for you to know what your friends are doing or experiencing and show your concern from there on. There are pros and cons to it but for me, definitely more pros. :)

Love this bunch to bits and I hope we can all meet again real soon! For iftar perhaps? Hehehe yeah meet for dinner every few months. I mean.. It's better than nothing right?! ;)

"Most of us don't need a psychiatric therapist as much as a friend to be silly with. "

Graduation Ohhhh.

I have like a thousand and one things to share but it's like I tweet or instagram too much that I can be really lazy to update stuffs over here. And yes that's pretty unfair right? So I'm gonna tryyy to spam as many pictures and captions as possible. Hehehe.

First up was my graduation held on Thursday. But before I proceed, let me show you something.. 

1) Yes I got the cheek to say, "partyyy". 2) See, my director, Lawrence is so nice! But the "lies all lies" is none other than my idiotic funny colleague. Purposely didn't use his acct and he thought I wouldn't know. Hahaha I threw my pink color hairband at him upon receiving his email reply. HAHAHA.

First person I saw or met upon reaching school is none other than Hana! Without a doubt she's the closest to me throughout the 3 years of poly life. A very good listener and she understands me really well. ❤❤❤

One thing's for sure, I'm nothing without them. Pillar of strength right from the start and definitely, till the end.

I got to know Fadhilah(middle) on my 3 year Sem 2 and I'm amazed how well we both get along very well. There is so many funny moments I had with her in class. We are always the one laughing like perempuan gile when other people are so stressed up trying to solve the problem. HAHAHA. One crazy ass moments was, DUCATI. (inside joke ah, i want to share but I doubt anyone would understand it. so i shall leave it like that.) Surely gonna miss those moments in class!

It was really nice of Caiyi to come down to show her "support" even though it was just for a while. Ps; She's my ex-colleague at Kidz Amaze and now is my CardioMix buddy. We exercise together with a trainer and around 8 other girls grooving to some upbeat moves and sweating our ass out. Hahaha.

My 1st year Sem 2 classmates, my clique. I'll never forget them because each of us had their own "specialities" People missing from here are Mahathir, Chong Wah and Zhao Jie. :( I wished all of them were there too. Then can snap picture and make it easier to see/remember/keep.

Another ex-colleague from Kidz Amaze, Cassandra. She's in school for her Programming project and all I can say is.. Good Luck and All The Best! Hehehe.

The only person from my 1st year 1 Sem class! VIKAE ❤

"Tkpe la, niari aku kasi korang chan." Hehehe so the tall girl said. Again, let me emphasize that she's 1.7m tall. Yeap and I'm like.. 1.5m taller. HAHA. Ps; Zara's Wedges are good. Lol.

The only picture I took with Jian Long is blurrrr. WHYYY OH WHYYY? :( He's one of the closest guy friend I had, same rank as Hana you can say, hahaha rank, but yeah that's how I'd "rate". Lol. We got to know during our 2nd year and till the end it's like we are one whole group that always go for break and go home together. :)

Michael Yeo Xi Han! See I remember his full name! Aren't I such a good friend?! Hehehe.

I will always and forever call her Syafiqah Giggly! Love this girl to bits also la. The other day when I bumped into her at Tong Seng after I had my dins, I think we both hugged so many times till I kinda lost count. Hahaha damn funny la. It's like every single time also like that. Yeah we are cool like that. One time meet, hug many times. Hahahaha.

Mr Cool, Mr Suave. Hahaha Cypher club president oiiii. Oh ya, I'll never forget his surname. Mr Oh! :D

This is irritating Hareave. Hahaha k la not fair to call him irritating I don't exactly know him personally but we are always in opposite classes and we have alot of friends in common. So that's how I got to "know" him. Anyway, he's always full of praises and compliments for me that sometimes I wonder if he need a thicker specs. :P

Again she's one of those girls I got to know towards the end of my poly life and she definitely made a difference to it. I'm gonna miss you alot Fakhirah!!! I'm gonna miss our makcik-makcik moments in our really quiet class and together with Fadhilah, every lesson with you girls are always damn fun. I like how we can handle each other's nonsense and at times, spice it up even more. Hahaha omg thinking of it is already awesome. Imagine re-living it?!

Alright I shall take a break here because I'm.. tired? And also I need to do the second set of laundry and then bathe! Gotta bring the parents out so they can pick their presents/gifts! Yeah I still owe Dad he's Birthday present and Mom's a Mother's Day Gift. Till then, have a good weekend lovelies! Ps; I have retarded, sexy, cute, funny pictures of what happened AFTER the graduation. In order words, Graduation After Party la konon. HAHA. Da k bye!