Lovestrong.

Throughout my 21 years, I've never been to a concert till yesterday! Yes I do feel abit "slow" but I don't really care either. Atleast I did it right? Hahaha. Anyway, right after work, I met Atiqah at Dhoby G and the first thing we did was to eat. Like I've mentioned before, my hungry peak period is after 6pm. Pastamania at Leisure Park and I had my usual Seafood Tom Yum which was btw damn salty but I swallow it down anyway. We had like half hour to eat before me walk down to the theatres. So... Picture spam and my complexion/make up was not it's best. I mean, after work lei, cut me some slack yeah? Hahaha excuses! 

Oh ya, I borrowed Atiqah's blood red lippie because my Revlon went missing somehow. The thing with me and big bags is that, I tend to just toss all that I need and quickly leave the house, almost every single time! It's a really bad habit that I'm getting used to. I wasn't like this previously. In fact, I always have a bag for every single thing and my bag's always neat and you can find things easily. 

But now.... It's like digging for treasure. HAHA.

The concert was supposed to start at 8 but as usual, star karat made an appearance at 8.30. Okay la, Christina's not exactly a star karat. But she's a really talented singer! AND OMGGGG SHE'S DAMN PRETTY! I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF HER. DAMN HELL SHE'S PERFECT!

I have tons of photos of her on my FB but I'm too lazy to post it up all. And lotsa credits to Atiqah for snapping the photos! She was like the main camera woman or maybe because she was right infront of the stage and I was one and a half person behind her. Why aren't we side by side? Because someone decides to push me and as much as I wanted to push back, I malas. So I just grooved to CP's songs, on my own. Hahaha felt abit like a loner but I couldn't care less. And for the first time, I sang my heart out to the two infamous songs, with a big smile on my face. Weird? But true. :)

The team was awesome beyond words and the drummer was really cool!

 He's like the only "interactive" one and doing all the funny things tgther with CP. 

A couple more photos with the stage before we kinda got "shoo-ed" by the security. Hahaha.

Sadly it lasted for about and hour and that also means my $101 is gone!

Because when I'm comfortable with someone (usually my girlfriends), I'll be mentel like that.  

Right after that, we had plans to go to Bugis for Sufi's or to Spize at River Valley but... It was already 10.30pm and we were damn tired and was kinda mind blocked as to where to head for supper. So guess where we ended at? MCDONALDS AT JCUBE. That was the last thing we had in mind but hey, that's the easiest, the nearest for us both and have the fastest service ever! What's not to love? Heheh.

Highlight of the night: When CP announced that the management agreed to remove the red barrier infront of the stage and all the crazy girls came running down. And erm... Me included! HAHAHA. I swear I didn't expect myself to do that but yeah I did. Once in a life time act like some fanatics wouldn't hurt right? :P

Maybe I'm blessed with everything else but not the love department.

Why do god introduce me new people into my life, only to take them away?

Empty beyond words.

To be honest.. I wouldn't say that I'm happy, like am truly duper happy to the fullest. Something is missing in my life and as much as I hate to acknowledge the fact that I've been flying solo for at least 4 months, I do. I tend to keep it at it's very minimal. It's depressing you know? To reminisce the past. They say that "time will heal" but my question is, how long? Deep down I know that I'll get over it, in fact I am in the process of getting better but again, it's just those moments. Those moments that set me thinking subconsciously and my thought usually runs sadly-wild.

Nonetheless, I tell myself that I have the most beautiful family anyone could dream of, awesome bunch of friends anyone can have and the best job ever. And with those three, are what that kept me sane and going, every single day.

What makes the past different from the present and my future?

La weekend.

Let's begin with Friday night.. Though I was mad crazy tired and sleepy, I kinda had a "no-choice-but-to-go" because my uncle came to pick my aunt up and since we are working in the same building, I might as well hitch a ride and go ahead right? Anyway, it's been a while since the whole family gathered. So, to Yew Tee we went!

My aunt, Mama Cik, makes the best Aglio Olio, ever! And the baked bread, bryani and salmon sashimi was a definite plus point. Why? I love bread, I love rice, in fact, I'm the kind that can never live without rice! Plus salmon? Oh my that's one of the food that I can till I die. Hahaha k abit exagerating there but yeah you get my point. Fyi, everyday fail when I'm back home from work, the first thing I'd look for are none other than food. I become a monster after 6pm. I don't know why but I get damn hungry, way too easily.

C'mon, aren't the cakes the cutest thing you ever see? Hehehe kids this days are so lucky eh? 

The twins picked their own cake. Baby girl always wanna be a princess and for the boy, he wanted to be in the army but too bad there's no army-ish cake therefore I guessed he settled for a fire engine. You know.. Fire engine = Fire Fighter. The flavours you's asked me? Cookies and Cream & Red Velvet. Again, the twins chose the flavour. 

 

Meet my cousins and there are around 6-8 more missing. So sorry but I'm too lazy to count hahaha. No doubt that I'm closer to this set of cousins than to my dad's side. And again, yes I'm the elsest of them all. I'm the Kak Long of the Kak Long's. HAHAHA. 

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As for the next morning, I skipped my CardioMix because it will only end at 12pm and that I have to meet the clique by 1pm at Dhoby G. There's no way I can make it on time la. Public transport nowadays are so unreliable and I've been considering to get my own car. I mean, I kinda can already but I just can't be bothered to part with $500 every month just to drive around. The whole idea of travelling/holidays, braces and IPL always get the better of me. Oh well, I'll go in depth about that some other time aye? :)

We've been wanting to meet for god know how many weeks already but we keep postponing because it's superrr tough getting everyone to be free on a particular day and timing. BUT, we made it! Lol. 

Settled at Strictly Pancakes at Prinsep Street and on Saturday afternoon, was my second time dining in there.

That's Zijie and Hana. Yeap, the rest of the pictures taken here are from Cammy12 and I'm still in the midst of testing out what's good + what to avoid. Pardon me if they are bad or what la hor.

Justin, followed by Michael. Of all the guys, Justin's going Tekong the earliest. Haha can't believed we made him "promise" to whatsapp us a photo of him botak. Good luck and all the best man! May you lose some weight! HEHEHE. 

Jian Long, Atiqah and myself. So sad la that both picture taken by Michael was blur! Allow me to digress but we had to wait for close to 40 mins for our pancakes and because I had to leave by 3pm, I cancelled my druggie and only had finger food for the dear tummy. :( 

I can be "good" and actually state the names of all the different types of pancakes or rather, what's what but... I'm too lazy! Hahaha what's new right? It belongs to them all coz like I've mentioned earlier, I cancelled Druggie and shared abit of Atiqah's Strawberries & Co. Ps; the Nutella Shake is not bad but a little too thick of my liking though. The rest of them find it good so I supposed if you're there, you may wanna try it out. Also, the portion's huge so.. You may wanna consider sharing. :)

I decide to call them the clique from now on so that you guys would know who I'm out with and such. They are the closest bunch I had in my 3 years of poly life. Actually.. We are closer towards the end of our year 3 and out of the whole, I knew Hana and Jian Long since my Year 1 days. So yeap. Only 2 people missing are Darly and Rayhan. Why aren't they there you'd ask? It's so hard to get them. Easy as ABC. Haha.

I really hope I can meet them again very soon coz I felt very bad as I spent like what? An hour with them only? Haiya I don't wish to put the blame on my dad, because he booked a facial appointment for me at 4 but also because there aren't any available slot on that day. Besides that, I don't know when else I will have the time to head back to One Degree 15 for my facial. So ya la like that lor, no choice. 

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Yes this post is prolly the longest ever since I started blogging here. Moving on...

So, I did a basic facial and it was nice that Dad arranged it all for me plus the fact that the spa manager was the one that handled me for the good two hours, makes it all better. You know, sometimes you fear if the person is experienced or not. Yeah that kinda thing. Overall, I would say it's not bad because the extractions were not thattt painful and she's got a really good customer service. *two thumbs up for Yvonne* I'm up for more sessions after this! Yey to better skin, I hope AND pray.

Honestly, I thought it's just gonna be another room that we are gonna have for the weekend but hell no!

Okay I know the picture doesn't do justice, but the room was hugely awesomeeee! It was even more posh then the one I did for my 21st which was at the Corsice Houseboat!!! I literally OMGGG to my dad. AND THEN, THE BATHROOMMMMMM ANOTHER OMGGGGGG. K I'm sorry but I was damn jakun la! The view from the bathroom and the jacuzzi and the balcony behind the jacuzzi/bathroom. Wah I swear that took my breath away.

SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL RIGHT?!?!?! IF MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND OR FIANCE OR HUSBAND CAN DO BETTER THAT THIS, I SWEAR YOU'RE THE ONE MAN. BUT FOR NOW, I SHALL DREAM ONLY. :(

And this is me, acting all cool but was pretty mad at myself because I BROUGHT NOTHING PRETTY TO WEAR. NO FLOWY DRESS NOTHING. JUST MY CARGO JEANS AND ANOTHER TOP FOR THE NEXT DAY. Haiz I'm such a klutz at times. Why you like la shiqin?

 

Nobody except me used the Jacuzzi while in Monte Carlo. Hehe. And of course, I took the time to camwhore abit and let me tell youuuuu, it was not at all easy to take picture okay?! Especially the part when I put in the soap and everything was bubbling like mad. For a minute, I feeling-feeling OKB and tai-tai wannabe la. HAHA. That aside, tell me how awesome it is to watch Cartoon Network while soaking yourself in a warm bubble bath + jacuzzi-water-pressure-massaging-your-body? VERY^10 AWESOME.

I don't know what else I can say to continue this entry and... The above picture looks pretty pointless BUT I think I look kinda nice. Keywords: kinda and think. 

And I feel that this, is good enough to pass as a closing picture thingy. If there's even such a thing as a "closing pictue" la. K I shall stop right here before I sprout anymore nonsense. Have a good week lovelies!

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I'm a B.

Blood Type B's often described themselves in ways related to the following characteristics: subjective, easygoing, creative, original and flexible. In another study, Type B's scored significantly higher on "intuiting," indicating a preference or sixth sense information; and they scored high on the "intuiting/feeling" combination, indicating that they tend to be insightful, mystical, idealistic, creative, globally-oriented, people-oriented and good at imagining. They also reported that they learned best through listening, then reflecting on and interpreting what they had observed. Perhaps the nomadic life of the steppes contributed to long hours given over to talk as well as ample time for meditation and reflection. Type B's can be very goal-oriented and often complete the ambitious tasks set before them. Outgoing and very charming, you’re good at reading people and providing support. Though critical of appearance (but not your own), you aren’t picky and are unlikely to dwell over the little things.

Type Bs are impulsive individualists who often create their own path in life. You are very strong and optimistic. B is most compatible with B and AB lovers. Common career choices: cook, hairdresser, military leader, talk show host, and journalist. Blood type B individuals tend to be balanced: thoughtful like A's and yet ambitious like O's. They are empathetic, easily understanding others' points of view, yet often hesitating to challenge or confront. Chameleon-like and flexible, they make good friends.

What's yours?

If only...

 

I could go for a UK trip also..

Just be real. It's a lot easier to maintain.

Highly positive that the time of the month is coming because one, my appetite increases and two, I've been feeling down for god know what. I get all emo memo for the slightest reasons and I tend to think a little too much at times. Sadly, both doesn't benefit me, at all. This just sucks. Anyway, my formspring is up and working. Shoot me with whatever you want ya?
I'm too free and too bored as of now. Haha.

As always.. Just for a few days, just for a few weeks and that's that.

It stops just right there.

"You moved on with a new girl and that's really fast. So, I wasn't wrong for making that decision right."

1. He wasted no time before jumping into his next relationship.

If you started dating this guy shortly after his latest breakup, there’s a good chance he’s not completely over his ex – no matter what he says. “There are hopes and dreams we have when we get into a relationship that we lose when we lose that relationship,” “It takes some time [to get over those things].” Men often avoid the grieving process that follows a breakup, even though it can be instrumental in helping them assess the relationship and move on. “You want to be sure he can talk about it – that he can analyze it a little bit, and can say what went wrong and what went right and what part he played in what went wrong.” But even if he isn’t quite there, it doesn’t mean your relationship is doomed.

2. He fell for you before his relationship ended.

These are men like John Edwards and Tiger Woods, who tell you their previous relationships are over or broken, but they still go home to their wives or girlfriends. It sounds obvious, but these guys are bad news. “It doesn’t matter if he says the relationship is bad OR COMPLICATED SHEESH -.-” “He has a cheating mentality.” And if he cheats on her, he probably wouldn’t have a problem with cheating on you. Even if he does eventually leave his wife or girlfriend – a very big if, by the way — and you’re willing to give it a go with this guy, he literally hasn’t had any time on his own to process the demise of that previous relationship so you could run into the same problems as in #1, above. Bottom line: This is probably not someone you want to be with.

3. When it comes to his ex, he only deals in extremes.

If your new guy can’t say his ex’s name without spitting, this is another warning sign. “If he’s talking about her constantly, and she’s either the most wonderful thing in the world or the most terrible thing in the world, but it’s unrealistic, you need to ask him about his role in the relationship,”
There are two people in every couple, and there’s no way his ex was as great or awful as he makes her sound. “If he’s not talking about it at all, you need to say ‘I think it’s valuable to for us to talk about our past relationships so we can see what went wrong and what we need to do differently in this relationship.’”

4. He can’t break the string.

There are plenty of reasons a guy may stay in touch with his ex, and they aren’t necessarily all bad, unless they broke up for a very very long time and seriously are JUST FRIENDS. I believe if one is dating someone new, you should stop contacting your ex and RESPECT your other half.

5. He obsesses over the remnants of the relationship.

If he’s always checking her Facebook profile or you catch him poring over old pictures, you could also have a problem. “He’s not finished, he hasn’t done his grieving,” You have to understand that if you stay in a relationship with him, you’re going to be part of that grieving process. When you’re in a relationship you talk about just about everything. Whether it’s work, friends or family, there’s always something to discuss over dinner, and past relationships should be no different .

If your guy hasn’t completely let go of his ex, proceed with caution – but know that your relationship isn’t necessarily a lost cause. He may want to be with you, but needs just a bit more time to deal with his breakup. The key to making it work is both of you being willing to talk openly about his old relationship and his feelings about his ex. And if, when all is said and done, he just can’t let go, you may have to be the one who moves on.