FIRST DAY MENSES

I hate hate hate when the time of the month comes to visit me. It hurts so badly without fail. Constant fainting spells, both my uterus wall and legs cramp up like nobody's business and the worst part is my back aches like mad. I want to cry and sleep and cry and sleep some more.

No amount of painkillers help anymore. :(

Lav lav lav youuu.

I'm just feeling a little nostalgic and thought hey why not take a trip down memory lane + try to kill two birds with one stones and have some parts of my love life documented here before erm.. I forget!

Weirdly right after this, all you guys are gonna see are photos taken when we went to East Coast Park many months ago for our grilled wings + lemon sugar cane juice (obviously not in photos because we we were too hungry!!!) cycling date and seriously, we should have been in PE attire because it was so hot?! Like we were sweating and disgusting but oh wells, you know when people are in love, nothing's all that bad. In fact, nothing's bad and I've been loving this relationship to the max! Hehehehe.

Of course nothing's complete till I get some #OOTD shots in but what you see here is my inner mak nenek versions. 

Basically how Zaki looks like when:

1) Him: "Sayang da lawa laaa. Cepat laaa." 

2) Me: "Sayang do the BJ Kadir pose!" (AND HE LAYANKAN! HAHAHA)

And we took the opportunity to do the infamous shot of.. Yeah you know.. And actually had tons of fun doing so. I was amazed at how cooperative my Sayang was. He genuinely was into it and kept asking me to pose. HAHAHAHA I on the other hand, carik chan la. We did his version too but it all ended way too serious so.. I shall not post them here! Hahahhaha.

Kenape kau handsome?

 I think the above u g l y photos are up and taken by my Sayang simply because after one point of time, all I wanted to do was edit photos and have it uploaded on Instagram! Thus, it probably was his idea of revenge. I think la. For now I'm just assuming hahahaha. But I'm totally fine coz I think the fact that he have seen me sans foundation, is a big deal already (for me at least!) and erm my unwashed hair etc. + I'm always pretty in his eyes HAHAHAHA so, there's really no worries on my side anymore. Though without a doubt, I ain't slacking on my makeup and skincare regime! I mean, no lady should ever slack on keeping yourself beautiful.

XX

If you want better, go get better.

At 25 and I think I really need to put my shit together. I feel like I've been spending way more than I should have and that my savings are not increasing by how much I envisioned it to be. I pretty much told myself that right after my Vietnam trip is over (yes I just came back from Phuket with family heheheh), I'll go on a travel hiatus till 2017 June. In sha allah I'll be able to graduate by then! It's always been one of my "goals" before I do the next 2 crazy things in life. 1) Solo Trip. 2) Get married.

I would love to finally put on braces in 2016 and that before I leave for my solo trip, I'll have perfect straight teeth that it gonna be as white as snow white. Hahahaha. Just gotta pray hard that I will remove my wisdom tooth with ease, I have 4 to remove fyi, and that I will be okay after a week. I can't be bothered to remove 2 at a time and then suffer for one more time. :(

 In a nut shell, here's what my life plan is gonna be like:

1. To have my braces on and hope to have it removed in 18 mths = June 2017.
2. To pass all my modules and graduate with a Bachelor in 18 months = June 2017
3. To go crazy and do one hell of a good solo trip upon graduation = November 2017
4. To do a CO2 laser treatment to remove my acne scars = March 2018
5. To khatam quraan omg please before I get married = June 2018
6. To in sha allah have a beautiful solemnization with my Sayang = August 2018
7. To own a place called mine that is clean and lovely in all aspect = December 2019
8. To have major renovations done for the home = December 2020
9. To have mini Shiqs and Zaki in sha allah hahahahaha so scary so much blood = December 2020.
10. To own a car or a black Birkin before I turn 35.

Of course, I can only sketch and work towards all that la. But at the end of the day, God will decide and I'm praying hard that God and I will have some kinda telepathy and that we'll be in the same path. Hahahaha.  The year have yet to end but I hope that when 2016 comes, I will be more discipline. Read somewhere that what I need is 3-6 months in order to have that kinda commitment and it'll be easier to move on from then on. For 2016, all I have to do is concentrate on building my savings more before I start mini investing. Haiya idk la, I've just been reading on articles this whole year and I thought I should try it out when I'm young. We shall see...

And yes, life does not end when I get the #10. I have pretty much budgeted on how much we need to put aside for the major renovations, if we should proceed with loans and if yes how much, the amount to set monthly for our kids primary and secondary education, the budget for our holidays and many more. Won't be covering all these in one post but I will when I feel like it. :P

Till then lovelies, plan for your future. x